So, I'm on the verge of tears. Yes, tears. I'm not sad. In fact, I'm exactly the opposite. Something about today, about this week, about this year has my eyes welling up with tears of happiness. There's no one thing that caused me to feel this way, but, if I had to point to a few things, the list would inevitably include (but not be limited to):
1. catching up with some of my favorite people,
2. spending quality time with one of my roommates, and
3. anticipation of lots of traveling (my cruise next week and my eventual bar trip).
Of course, there are things that have frustrated me (e.g., certain classes) or the fact that I somehow broke my headphones today. However, all of that seems so small in comparison to all of the great things going on these days. I won't say that I'm walking on clouds, but I feel pretty incredible. My hip has been really good recently, and I've managed to stay at the 2012 low for a week now, despite a bit of indulgence this weekend. At this point, I'm 4.6lbs from my all-time adult low, and I'm looking forward to crushing that when I get back from the cruise. I know that it will be tough to maintain this while I'm on vacation, but I am hopeful that nothing too extreme will happen to my diet. I'm thinking lots of fruit combined with snorkeling and swimming. We'll see what happens. In any case, I guess this emotional high seems to really be driven not by anything related to my physical health but really more by my emotional well-being. I have tried to make each moment count in the past few weeks, and it feels like everything is more meaningful because of that. I only hope I can keep this up. To repeat something I heard at Shabbat dinner on Friday night, great things are happening everywhere. I'm glad that they're happening to me, and I hope they're happening to you too. :)
Besito,
A
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