Today has been an interesting one. I woke up this morning and re-started one of my favorite rituals--weighing myself. I had lost another 1.2lbs since my last post. Pretty exciting way to start the day.
My happiness, however, was immediately tempered by the reappearance of shooting pain in my leg. And so, the "issue" has returned. It's the biggest source of anger, stress, frustration, and, mostly, sadness. I keep driving by people who are outside for a brisk walk or a fun run through the trails, and something inside me starts to get angry. I know that this is the voice of jealousy speaking, telling me that it wants to go running so badly. Nevertheless, I can barely walk, which means that running is absolutely out of the question. Sigh...
My day seemed to be at equilibrium throughout classes--mainly because they were uneventful yet mildly interesting. Then, things seemed to pick up when I went to a BBQ and spent some time just enjoying the view from my chair, catching up with some friends and eating some good grub. However, that good feeling would only last until I got up, which made me realize that I needed to go home and take care of my leg. After a brief meeting, I finally made it home and decided to heat up my ice/heat pack, only to make the thing explode. Awesome.
Needless to say, I hope that tomorrow is a better day and that my doctor's appointment goes well. Wish me luck.
Besito,
A
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